Am I Alive?

I am a loner who walks a path that no one can own,

I am the shadow of excitiment that runs the throne,

Theres a smile on the mask but did you ever care to ask,

Whats behind the paid to play character or is he always though of last,

Am i real or am i fake,

Thats the question i wish decides my fate,

Will i continue to tell the fans & public lies,

Or call it a day give it up and die,

I cant feel, cant see, hate blue , lost me

When the pain is gone of being a mask i hope will let me live and let me be...